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new years

i know it's a little late, but
Happy New Years, Everybody!!!
of course i'm optimistic that this year will be wonderful. Every day has potential to be amazing, don't waste it.
I'm on break right now and i've been doing a lot of reading which has lead to writing. (yay!) so i've updated on of my stories!!!!
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this looked fun and i was bored so.....
movies i've seen.

A Bug’s Life 
Air Force One 
Alvin and the Chipmunks 
American Beauty 
Angels & Demons
Apollo 13 
As Good As It Gets 
Back to the Future 

Back to the Future Part II 
Basic Instinct 
Batman Batman 
Begins Batman Forever 
Beauty and the Beast
Beverly Hills Cop
Bruce Almighty 
Casino Royale 
Cast Away 
Catch Me If You Can 
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory 
Crocodile Dundee 
Dances with Wolves 
Deep Impact 
Die Another Day 
Die Hard: With a Vengeance 
Fantastic Four 
Fast & Furious 
Fatal Attraction 
Finding Nemo 
Forrest Gump 
Gone with the Wind 
Happy Feet 
Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone 
Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets 
Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban 
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire 
Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix
Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince 
Home Alone 

How the Grinch Stole Christmas (2000) 
I, Robot 
I Am Legend 
Ice Age Ice Age: The Meltdown
Ice Age: Dawn of the Dinosaurs 
Independence Day 
Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull 
Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade 
Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom 
Iron Man 
Jurassic Park 
Jurassic Park II
King Kong (2005) 
Kung Fu Panda
Lethal Weapon 3 
Live Free of Die Hard 
Madagascar Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa 
Mamma Mia! 
Meet the Fockers 
Men in Black 

Men in Black II 
Minority Report 
Mission: Impossible 
Mission: Impossible II 
Mission: Impossible III 
Monsters, Inc 
Monsters vs Aliens 
Mr & Mrs Smith 
Mrs. Doubtfire 
My Big Fat Greek Wedding 
National Treasure 
National Treasure: Book of Secrets 
Night at the Museum 
Night at the Museum: Battle of the Smithsonian 
Notting Hill 
Ocean’s Eleven 
Ocean’s Twelve 
Over the Hedge 
Pearl Harbor 
Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl 
Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man’s Chest 
Pirates of the Caribbean: At World’s End 
Planet of the Apes (2001) 
Pretty Woman 
Quantum of Solace 
Raiders of the Lost Ark 
Rain Man 
Robin Hood: Prince of Thieves 
Rush Hour 2 
Saving Private Ryan 
Schindler’s List 
Sex and the City 
Shrek 2 
Shrek the Third 
Slumdog Millionaire 
Spider-Man 2 
Spider-Man 3 
Star Trek Star Wars: Episode I - The Phantom Menace 
Star Wars: Episode II - Attack of the Clones 
Star Wars: Episode III - Revenge of the Sith 
Star Wars: Episode IV - A New Hope 
Star Wars: Episode V - The Empire Strikes Back 
Star Wars: Episode VI - Return of the Jedi 
Superman Returns 
Terminator salvation
Terminator 2: Judgment Day 
Terminator 3: Rise of the Machines 
The Bodyguard 
The Bourne Ultimatum 
The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian 
The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe 
The Curious Case of Benjamin Button 
The Da Vinci Code 
The Dark Knight 
The Day After Tomorrow 
The Devil Wears Prada
The Exorcist 
The Flintstones 
The Fugitive 
The Golden Compass 
The Hangover 
The Hunchback of Notre Dame 
The Incredibles 
The Last Samurai 
The Lion King 
The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring 
The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King 
The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers 
The Lost World: Jurassic Park 
The Mask 
The Matrix 
The Matrix Reloaded 
The Matrix Revolutions 
The Mummy 
The Mummy: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor 
The Mummy Returns 
The Passion of the Christ 
The Perfect Storm 
The Proposal 
The Rock 
The Simpsons Movie 
The Sixth Sense 
The World is Not Enough 
There’s Something About Mary
Tomorrow Never Dies 
Top Gun 
Toy Story 
Toy Story 2 
Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen 
True Lies 
War of the Worlds 
What Women Want 
Who Framed Roger Rabbit
X-Men: The Last Stand 
X-Men Origins: Wolverine

i think i've done a fairly decent job :P
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looking very much forward to the upcoming holidays. these next few weeks are going to be absolutely crazy at school and the newspaper, but it'll al be worth it. I'm going to have one month off of work for the first time since i was 13 years old...that was many years ago! it's going to be so nice and relaxing. I'm going to able to read, practice some music, apply for some scholarships, and see old friends. so excited. 17 days!
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I'm heading home for the Thanksgiving Holiday!!! :D
I'm so happy and excited to hang out with family, shop, and eat REAL FOOD! (screw easy mac). i love the way holidays feel and i can't wait to enjoy it.
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woah icons!

I haven't posted icons in forever, so i thought, why not?

here goes!

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when i write poetry, i never write about myself. I always find my inspiration in other people's lives. I guess i just don't like talking about myself (it's too personal). But tonight i just sat down and whipped out a ton of poems, just pouring out everything, like seriously everything that's been on my mind and heart lately. and it felt so good!
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You drink too much,

They said.

Dropped out of school,

Can’t get a job.

Join the army,

They’ll straightened you up.



Straighten up!

Stand straight!

Sarg yelled.

He only had to once.


I had lost track of

What, where, why.



Don’t get yourself killed.

Sure, now you care.



I don’t think I can sweat more.

All the moisture has been sucked

Out of me.

The headaches never die.

They feel normal now.



A steady hum,

 It’s almost relaxing.

The round ends.

I reload

And pull the trigger.



“And then he fucking ran.”

Dusty and I laughed.

The others in the tank joined in.

I don’t think they knew why,

But then again neither did we.



Dusty points to the lead tank.
“And he’s damn cr—”

Flash, then


I was lying on the ground.

My boot was bleeding.

I knew it wasn’t my blood.

It wasn’t my ear, fingernail, or wedding picture.



It is beautiful.

The night sky displays light.

Little spots that I have never

Seen before.

For the first time, 

I see the world.



“They’re here, man. I know they are!”

Dusty kicked over everything standing in the room.

The mother winched as he shattered

Her life.

The children bore no tears,


“Where did your husband put them?”

He asked the woman.

Struggling, she couldn’t answer.



Trudged out of the house


Dusty muttered swears

And turned around at the house

And tossed a grenade:

A hero.



You’re done.

Thank you for serving this country

(by destroying another.)



Flashes, screams turned silent, red, dismembered everything, fire, hate to live, helmets with no head, childr—fa—dea—


I pour myself another drink.